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"Self-esteem is so last year."

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 3, 2008, 1:01 PM
All right. For one, I got P!nk's new album, Funhouse. It's fucking AWESOME, all right? So look up "So What" on youtube. *nodnodnod* AWESOME.

Number two on my agenda: If you've noticed, I've favorited a piece of news. This is because I am competing in it. Yes, I shall be writing a 50,000 word fanfic by the end of the month, while juggling homework, school, and everything else. Next, I shall juggle 5 eggs. Watch me fail at both.
I prolly won't get all 50,000 words. Maybe a few thousand. But it took me a year to write 100 pages. Then again, I took a lot of breaks. In this, I shall be taking no breaks. It's all or nothing. I still doubt that I'll do all 50,000, though.

Confidence boosters and "You can do it!"s are accepted.

EDIT: I'm using Silent Hill as the original. Fatal Frame was proving difficult, especially with the camera thing and all.

  • Mood: Promiscuous
  • Listening to: "Funhouse" -- by P!nk
  • Reading: Dracula, by Bram Stoker
  • Watching: About to begin watching Fatal Frame vids
  • Playing: Wishing I had Fatal Frame
  • Eating: Candy
  • Drinking: Nothing

Talking Bird

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 24, 2008, 3:49 PM
1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag your friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Mad As Rabbits, by Panic At The Disco
((YOU'RE MAD AS RABBITS! …Or am I?))

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Bohemian Rhapsody, by Queen
((I see a little sil-*shot*))


WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Ruin It, by Alkaline Trio
((For them to ruin it? Man, I'm a sad, sad person.))


HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
The Entertainer, by Billy Joel
((I feel like entertaining people! 8D))

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Empty Handed, by Michelle Branch
((TO BE EMPTY HANDED! *shot* <3333))

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
The Truth, by Good Charlotte
((THE TRUTH IS GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH!))


WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Somewhere I Belong, by Linkin Park
((They think I need somewhere I belong? Fwoah.))


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
I Hear The Bells, Veronica Mars Soundtrack
((Niiiiccceee. Makes sense.))


WHAT IS 2+2?
I Don't Have To Try, by Avril Lavigne
((Psh-aw, that's so easy, I don't have to try.))


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Rose's Theme, Doctor Who OST
((OMG, MY BFFFFL IS ROSE-FREAKING-TYLER? *dies*))


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Reflection (Remix), by Christina Aguilera
((They've got a lot to hide?))


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
What's Left Of Me, by Nick Lachey
((…ANGST.))


WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
A New Beginning, by Good Charlotte
((I want to be a baby or young again.))


WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Too Little, Too Late, by Jojo
((Fits…*sighs* Sadly.))

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Going Under, by Evanescence
((GOING UNDEEERRR~ SOMETHING, SOMETHING~ I'M FALLING FOREVER~ I'VE GOT TO BREAK THROUGH~))

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Run Like Hell, by Pink Floyd
((…Cold feet, much?))


WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Under Your Spell, Once More With Feeling Soundtrack
((…*sniffle* I'm under your spell~ God how can this be~ Trapped beneath my Willow tree~))


WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
I Want You (She's So Heavy), by the Beatles
((…*shiftyeyes*))


WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Real World, by Matchbox Twenty
((…I'm not in the real world. YOU ALL AREN'T REAL! THIS IS ALL A HOLOGRAM, LIKE-LIKE THE MATRIX! *assassinated*))


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Rush Hour, The World Ends With You OST
((…Hmm…so if I'm Neku, then…I'M A SARCASTIC JERK WHO FALLS IN OLOVE WITH SOMEONE I SEEM TO HATE BUT END UP GROWING ATTACHED TO BY THE END OF THE FIRST WEEK! …Hey, wait a sec-*shot*))


WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
How I Feel, by Kelly Clarkson
((…having the girl I like know how I feel…*sniffle*))

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
I'm Not Dead, by Pink
((HOSHIT, I'M NOT DEAD WHEN I DIE? So…wait…I'm confuzzled.))


WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Help Me, by Alkaline Trio
((…Singing that last damn song…;))


WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Crushcrushcrush, by Paramore
((I GOT A LOT TO SAY TO YOU~ YEAH I GOT A LOT TO SAY~ I NOTICED YOUR EYES ARE ALWAYS GLUED TO ME~ AND IT-*shot*))


WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
The Diary Of Jane, by Breaking Benjamin
((…Not finding my place in the Diary of Jane?))


WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
I Like It, by Dixie Chicks
((Umm…I think that means yes.))


WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Introduction, by Panic! At The Disco
((…That makes…no sense. WHOO!))


DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Hey You, by Pink Floyd
((Erm…*sniffles* Doesn't seem like it.))


IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
I Have Friends In Holy Spaces, by Panic At The Disco
((…That I have friends in holy spaces?))


WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Mother, by Pink Floyd
((…That fits pretty well…;))


WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Talking Bird, by Death Cab For Cutie
((…Erm. Umm…sure?))

  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: "Talking Bird" --Death Cab For Cutie
  • Reading: Fear Nothing, by Dean Koontz
  • Watching: The IMs from teh friends
  • Playing: With my iPod
  • Eating: Waiting for Spanish food.
  • Drinking: Nothing.

What A Kiss Means (Don't need to read this)

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 21, 2008, 2:30 AM
>>
Chain letter things.


Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready"
+Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+picking someone up off their feet = "that they love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice--
+ Dont ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.


--Requirements--
+Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "what a kiss means"

  • Mood: Dead
  • Listening to: Anywhere, by Evanescence
  • Reading: Fear Nothing, by Dean Koontz
  • Watching: Me type
  • Playing: With my computer
  • Eating: Nothing yet
  • Drinking: My own saliva

Meme thingy

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 30, 2008, 2:48 PM
Dear :iconxatgo::

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastary. I think I realized it when I threw up with George Bush and his wife and I saw you sit on my best friend. I'm sure you're frostbitten enough to understand that Extreme Makeover sucks. I'm returning your memories from the military service to you, but I'll keep the oil stocks as a memory. You should also know that I get sick when I think about Oprah Winfrey imitations.

Fuck off now,
Desmond Salis

((*dies*))

All right, I tag:
:iconkryxels:
:iconxatgo:
:iconinoue-san:
:icondeadlyxxdesire:
:iconemby-masterofdoom:

Meme found at: [link]

  • Mood: Dead
  • Listening to: Freak on a Leash, by Korn
  • Reading: The Curious Incident Of The Dog In The Night-time
  • Watching: Me type
  • Playing: With my computer
  • Eating: I had two bowls of soup all day.
  • Drinking: I had one can of iced tea.

Fun With Characters Part Troix

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 2, 2008, 2:37 PM
COPYRIGHT FOR IMAGINE AND ELIZABETH FROM :iconblackclaudius:

1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some question yourself!!

Characters:
Era
Ambrose
Dephisin
Myst
Asa

A. How old are you??
Era: 17, what does it matter to you?
Ambrose: "13!" *grins*
Dephisin: …Lost track.
Myst: …Depends. I'm 15.
Asa: *snickers* 27, and we'll leave it at that.


B. YOU WANT A HUG?? XD
Era: *strangles with air*
Ambrose: …
Dephisin: Umm…sure?
Myst: …Umm…
Asa: …Unless you want to die a horrible, painful, and slow death, no.

C. You got any bad habits??
Era: *smirks*
Ambrose: *shakes head*
Deph: …I'm the God of Sins. What do you think?
Myst: …Well, I have a demon inside of me that is the King of Demons that wants to take over the universe and make us all his bitches. Does that count?
Asa: I'm a vegan vampire. I am the root of extinction. You tell me.
Random Guy: Nope.

D. You a virgin??
Myst: Yes.
Everyone else: *blinks rapidly* …You're serious?

E. Who's your mate/spouse??
Era: …*strangles again*
Ambrose: …"I do have a crush on a boy named Tahoe that's 8 years old."
Deph: …No.
Myst: …*spazz*
Ambrose: *pokes Myst*
Myst: No…comment…on…current…affairs…*spazz*
Asa: Vincent. He is my bitch and mai squishy.

F. Have any kids??
Era: …No. Fucking. Way.
Ambrose: *shakes head rapidly*
Deph: …I'm not sure. I'll have to go check. *dives into a manilla folder*
Myst: *still spazzing from previous question*
Asa: I'm sure I got a bunch of them lying around. I mean, the entire 80s were one night stands, and for half of them, I didn't have a condom. So yeah. You go ahead and track them down if you dare.

G. Favorite food??
Era: …What is this, eHarmony…?
Ambrose: *shrugs* "I stopped eating a while ago."
Deph: People's sins. And meatloaf.
Myst: *finally calming down 2 hours later*
Asa: …I'M. A. VEGAN. VAMPIRE. But I do like Wendy's. Eating fresh never tasted so good.
Deph: Nah, their fries aren't that fresh. But McDonalds, man. Badadadada, I'm loving it.
…SHUT UP!

H. Favorite Ice cream flavor??
Era: …*kills the creator of this survey*
Ambrose: "Vanilla!"
Deph: …Affairs.
Myst: …Umm…
Era: *coughElizabeth(Myst'scrush)cough*
Myst: *spazz*
Asa: *hits Myst with a shovel to stop him from spazzing* Dude, calm down. Anyway, I'll give you three tries for what my favorite ice cream flavor is. And the first two don't count.

I. Killed anyone??
Era: I take the fifth amendment.
Ambrose: …"Yes."
Myst: …Well…my demon side did…which is what made King Solomon lock him up.
Asa: …You're fucking kidding me.
Deph: *almost forgotten about* YOU FUCKING IDIOT! HOW DID YOU ALMOST FORGET ME?
…Sorry? We were busy picking on Myst for liking an eleven year old girl.

J. Hate anyone??
Era: I'm an goth kid who killed his parents because I was forced, killed my aunt because of an accident, and I got a rape and roofie. I don't think I do hate anyone. *sarcasm*
Ambrose: "…Yes."
Deph: …What do you think?
Myst: Yes. Asmodeus.
Asa: …After 537 years, I haven't found anyone to hate! *sarcasm*

K. Any secrets??
Era: If I told you, they wouldn't be secrets, would they now? *smirk*
Ambrose: *grins* "Yup."
Deph: *shakes head* Idiot.
Myst: *spazz*
Asa: *moves away from Myst* …What do you think, you fucking moron?

L. Love anyone??
Myst: *dies*
Elizabeth: *comes out of nowhere, tries to wake up Myst*
Era: …Bitch skipped me.
Elizabeth: *glares*
Deph: I don't think he'll wake up while you're within a mile of him.
Elizabeth: …
Asa: …What the hell is this, a Thanksgiving dinner?
Elizabeth: *british accent* Fine, I'll let you get on with the survey. By the way, Asa, you don't even have to cook the turkey. *walks away*
Ambrose: …"I'm last?" *sniffle*

M. What is your job??
Ambrose: "PIE! …Wait, what was the question?"
Era: WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THESE BASTARDS SKIPPING ME!
Deph: …
Myst: *eventually wakes up*
Asa: *throws a picture of Elizabeth at Myst*
Myst: *dies again*

N. Are you a boy or a girl??
All: Boy.

O. Favorite season??
All: Winter.

P. Who's your best friend?
Era: Have none. No friends.
Ambrose: "Tahoe."
Deph: Aractox. *smiles wistfully*
Myst: Zak, Sky, and Liz.
Asa: *snickers at Myst* Just say her full name.
Myst: NEVAH.

Q. Hobbies?
Era: …
Ambrose: "Fighting." ^^
Deph: …None.
Myst: …None, really.
Asa: Eating and threatening people. And sleeping with people.

R. Favorite Drink??
Era: *shrugs, puts on Nobody's Listening by Linkin Park*
Ambrose: *also shrugs*
Deph: I have no need for primative earth drinks. So nyah. :P
Myst: o.o;
Asa: …*headdesk*

S. So...what are you gonna do now that this tag is over?
Era: *not listening*
Ambrose: Track down Tahoe.
Deph: Track down Ara.
Myst: Curl up in a ball and die.
Asa: Get food.
Elizabeth: *hugs Myst*
Myst: *hugs back*

T. Now, make up your own question!
All: DON'T. GIVE. DES. THAT. PRIVILIGE.

U. Ok, so are you content with your lifestyle?
All: …
Imagine: DOTDOTDOT.


I tag :iconkryxels:, :iconnuclearflyingpony:, and :iconblackclaudius:

1)First Day
2)When The Day Met The Night [link]
3)Broken Heart
4)Lies
5)Bad Day
6)Throw it Away
7)The End of The Worlds [link]
8)Wanted
9)Anger and Frustration
10)Dreamscapes
11)All Along The Watchtower [link]
12)Running Away
13)One Night Stand
14)Last Step [link]
15)Depression
16)Voices In My Head
17)Insanity
18)Escaping
19)Role-Model
20)Left for Dead
21)Perseverance
22)Annoyance
23)Death
24)Rebirth
25)Getting Back Into Old Habits
26)Lashing Out
27)Losing It
28)Self-Entered Asylum
29)Released
30)Wants
31)Hatred
32)Slump
33)Epiphanies
34)Getting Up
35)Tears
36)Secrets
37)Broken [link]
38)Mixed Emotions
39)Easter
40)Drug Addiction
41)Public Humiliation
42)Spiritual Magic
43)Hospital
44)Healing
45)Separation
46)Unbalanced Sides [link]
47)Emotions
48)Picking Up The Pieces
49)Stressed
50)Pushed Too Far
51)Revealed
52)I'd Rather Die [link]
53)Christmas Isn't Always Happy [link]
54)Blackout
55)Backing Up
56)Revolution
57)Breakdown
58)Hands Held High [link]
59)Dead
60)Escaping Emotions
61)Anti-Social
62)Normalcy
63)Dreams
64)Nightmares and Sleep-Walking
65)Afraid To Sleep
66)Framed
67)Second Story
68)Feeling Like Dirt
69)Locked In Room
70)Birthday
71)Not While I'm Around [link]
72)Reliability
73)Settling Down
74)Marriage
75)Reunited
76)Jailed
77)Hair
78)Back Home
79)Saying Goodbye
80)Vacation
81)The Moon
82)Starvation
83)Last Night
84)Leaving
85)New Home
86)Independent
87)Clubbing
88)Hotel Room
89)End Of The War
90)Destiny
91)My Own Personal Hell
92)Blood
93)Leave Out All The Rest [link]
94)Memories
95)Remnants
96)Cemetery
97)Trapped
98)Puzzles
99)Hearts
100)Back

  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: Nobody's Listening/Freak on a Leash
  • Reading: Fear Nothing by Dean Koontz
  • Watching: A blank screen
  • Playing: With my computer
  • Eating: Digesting, more like it
  • Drinking: …Haven't drank anything yet
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